I did get tested for STD's as did he. I know it may sound naïve but I do not believe he will cheat again. But I know it can happen again.
I do want the marriage. I know I want to be with someone who feels the same. I am not going to wait forever. I am trying to be patience and understanding because U understand how hard it can be to be depressed. And also I do not what to just run away because things are hard right now.