I divorced my ex 2 years ago and I am filled with so much anger it consumes my every waking moment. He got EVERYTHING including my kids. I have crackhead hours, Every other weekend and Mondays after school until 8 pm. I also get to pay child support while he makes $20,000 a month to my $1,000. The kicker is I never did a **** thing wrong but be a good wife and even better stay at home mom, I was dating a guy with a record and I lost everything that mattered. I just paid the GAL another $600.00 to reevaluate my case and he recommended more time with the kids for me and the judge overruled it. I just cannot go on like this and it kills me everyday I am so mad!!! It isn't fair how much he got away with and I cannot afford to hire another lawyer. What can I do?????