Emily.. I give you a lot of credit. You need to hold your head high and not think if this as a waste of time. Everyone comes into your life for a reason... to teach you something about yourself. You were strong enough to end this life and start over and I applaud you for it. You go girl

Mel... things will get better.. I promise. My heart aches for you but, I know that you're strong enough to get through it.

I understand. still grieve after 10 years..

Hugs and Love

Live the best life you can; maybe get into counseling?