Good for YOU!! It's going to be an emotional rollercoaster for a while and that's ok. This too shall pass and it really may feel like a kidney stone at times .. it will get better. I know I didn't realize how bad things had gotten until I started healing away from the insanity of it all and really realized that I wanted the dream I had imagined and not the reality I was dealing with on a day in and day out basis. Things are hard at times .. this week was a rough week .. it is ok .. it wont be like this forever and things they are a changin'. BIG HUGS TO YOU!!!!