Hi, my name is Jenn and I am going through something similar. I have been telling myself that these things happen for a reason and that there is someone out there that is so much better for us. The thing is i do not understand why it still hurts so bad. I know that you will get through this all just fine. Keep you head up and hopefully everything will be alright.I have not told my story yet but just wanted to comment on yours first. Stay strong!!!!!!!