Hang in there, don't look back, just forward, forward, forward! Love yourself, trust yourself, nurture yourself, keep your boundaries up.
I am leaving this week, found a house, I am very scared and confused and feeling very guilty for breaking up my family but I am going to do this if it is the last thing I do. Ask yourself if you had one year to live, what would you do? Under which circumstances and with who? I found that the misery and pain of my marriage cannot continue, wasting my precious life.