Thank you all who replied to my post. Lots of information and just nice to realize you are not alone:) My mind is set for sure and I know there is no hope to improve my marriage, nor do I want to at this moment.... Problem is I don't have a plan, no money saved, I work part-time and my Spouse is in total denial that I am serious about this. Another thing is all my relatives are in another country so I don't really have any help/support. So it is kinda hopeless right now.... I really liked that comment about planning to leave... I think this is what I am doing right now. I can't just take off simply because I can't even afford a place to rent.... Again thank you very much for all replies. I really appreciate it!