my posts keep disappearing, I'm hitting wrong buttons. In a nutshell. Son is grown man, ex has been like Dad past 16 yrs. Sad ex throws son, and younger nieces who don't understand, to the garbage pile,, where I am. Real big brick to the face when I heard about taking female to the game. We used to go. 3 months ago he was telling me he loved me and we would still hug and cuddle, not much else. Apparent, again, that he moved on a long time ago. I know he can only cause the hurt in my heart I allow, but how long will the pain and brokeness last? I want peace in my heart. I worked right up to the bitter end trying to be a better wife, why am I the one who hurts and he feels he did nothing wrong? He couldn't be happier. He calls and texts and keeps saying I have to sign the divorce papers cause he's not offering anything other than what he agreed to, nothing is gonna change so better sign or get nothing. I can't explain cause story is too long but he is right, he does hold all the financial cards. He has me under the bus, can pull the rug out at any time. So I can't even express my displeasure and the fact I could slap the crap out of him.