Hi, I feel the same way. I am sacred also. I have been married for 31 years, have been with this man since I was 16 years old. Very scary, I went from my parents house and moved in with him, I have never lived alone. But I am miserable and depressed in this situation. I have to do something, I feel like I am letting myself go and I have always taken pride in my weight and the way I look, but I just don't have the energy to exercise or even put on makeup because of all the stress. It's time to get back to me. I know it's going to be hard but I must pushed through!!