Sonya: I am sorry you have been through this, but your partner has a problem and it's best to let him go from your love life and just talk to him when it concerns your child and other urgent matters. It takes time to heal and you are early in this.

I had a situation, when dreams about my ex kept me awake all nights long. One morning after one of such sleepless nights, I decided to change my life dramatically. I decided to start living for myself. I was enjoying being single, really. When I felt I was ready for new relationship, I joined http://www.cupid.com/usa-dating.htm and met a great guy there.

1 Accept the best option is to leave a guy who you are unable to see the future with him
2 Accept the best option as you are fear about your child future if you continue to be with him
3 Take of your health - healthy body = healthy mind...your child need you more now
4 Must stand up strongly now

Words are cheap unless supported by actions.
Do you forego the whole garden for the sake of one grass.
Life is about choices, please decide wisely.
God bless