Staying with the husband for the kids, but it's getting harder and harder. I come from a very close-knit family and he's a good father and provider. I don't have sex with him anymore and we don't fight, but I'm disgusted by him and his indiscretions. He says he loves me, but I don't believe him and I really don't care because I'm not in love with him at all anymore and haven't been for a few years. I wanted to just live together as parents for the kids but he's not very discrete with his "flings" and it bothers me that he goes out and I don't. I have a good life and so do my children. They are completely in love with their father and I know how much it hurts them when he's away doing work related stuff overseas. I can't bring myself to take him out of their lives just because I'm not happy. I'm not looking for judgmental opinions- I'm just here to vent since no one knows this about him.