Thank you Kathy. You are right I feel extremely lonely and very scared. I am frantically looking for a job to get stable again. Is it worth me fighting for my marriage? Have you been through this before? If so I just don't know if its hopeless and I just give up. I am catholic and love him don't want a divorce but I am scared to continually be let down. I don't know what to do and any advise is appreciated. I will check out the support group also.

One more question is it bad to call him and try and talk, he doesn't respond many times and all he thinks about is separating our furniture. I feel like if I don't reach out he will forget about us. :(