sounds like how my husband used to be, excuses and excuses, his family i always felt never liked me or even tried to, even when i tried so hard. some people make it work by me and him against the world even though people dont support us but deep down inside we would want to work it out with everyone esp family.

it is definitely not easy to do but so easy to say you can do it and just end it and give the time and energy for yourself because its the best.

everyday will be a struggle. and it feel like you will be so alone, thats how i feel but hey, the loneliness is just another thing you will get used to. you will survive tell yourself you will survive. when you think of going back, make this note to yourself, write it down, "WHAT IVE DONE" you will realize all the things you did and going back to him will not even be worth it.

im trying too, stuggling and i feel like im going out of my mind, one day at a time...