just knowing the somebody listen and care enough to give an advice help me a lot .I LOVE HIM SO MUCH i dont have family here where i live so specially now I fell so lonly . I talked to him clam and honest I asmitted my mistakes .i know is hard for him to believe im changing but,I'M .i'm not the same I FEEL EMPTY and I still here at our apartment today trying to do so much things so i can keep busy . im improving myself every day step by step doing thing i never did open up with people.
I HOPE HE CAN SEE thru me and relize I'M CHANGING for me so i can make him happy too.
I gave him the time he asked me to relize if he wanna come back with me .
IT"S VERY HARD I REALLY TRY TO BE STRONG BUT,sometimes i just wanna cry so bad .
but I DONT WANT HIM TO SEE ME DOWN i have to be strong for myself and have faith the he relize the still in live with me .
THANK YOU for writting back at least i dont feel so lonly .