thank you so very much for your response. Im going to ponder on what you have said. I do tend to think of everyone else first, the impact of whatever I decide.
Yes my son is the be all and end all.
I actually have tied myself in so nicely I couldnt afford even the smallest of places, but in the end I can work around that, Ive suffered hardship many times in the past and it really doesnt phase me, how my heart feels does.