My divorce was final one year ago today...the last 5 months seems like a blur of color and sound. I've had some great moments, many not-so-great moments, and above all, I treasure the time I've gotten to spend with my kids and extended family.

I feel as though mentally I've moved on from where I was, but I'm still wounded emotionally. It's really not improving, and much of the time, all it takes for my day to be ruined is for WK to call...[sad]

What can I do? Why do I let him still be all over my emotions like this?

I am only 5 days post divorce and have a long way to go. My emotions were all over the place, but are calming down somewhat today.

I wonder how my divorce will be. I wonder if he'll still be in the picture somehow, even though I'll be moving 135 miles away.

On one hand I'm excited about moving, but still I hold back dreading leaving here. I have 3 months to move out of what used to be "our" house. It was signed over to him and now I'm a guest. I suppose I am officially homeless, but not sleeping in my car.