I am so sorry to hear of your situation. YES, children pay the price and it just isn't fair! All I want to do and you want to do is protect. I hate saying this aloud, but I hope there is such thing as Karma. I wait to see it for myself.

I am thrilled to hear you got a job. Getting a job with special needs children requires alot of schooling (returning to school). I haven't the money, the time, or desire. I am too old. Atleast, I feel it. I basically, have done the single parenting thing on my own (almost 11 years now). He emotionally checked out as soon our son was born. Remember, he didn't realize it was sooooooooo life changing having a child, furthermore having a special needs child who requires alot more time/attention and there are alot more restrictions to your life. Atleast, he has MOSTLY paid the bills.

So, here I am owing a ton of money to my lawyer and the blanker took off somewhere on vacation today with his cheatting g/f. He is suppose to have his children this weekend. What an a...............! I sent off a reply to his latest lawyer papers' and rather than reply before departing for the warmth SOMEWHERE, he leaves me in more suspence. Arrrrrh! Imagine, just goes away, doesn't tell me, ask me to care for the boy's this weekend (his), just off he goes. Can't even reach him if I wanted to.

So, thing's are up in the air, as usual. I can only pray to GOD, miracles happen for me and my boys.