Fortunately for me, I am going to go to my parents house. I am packing up a few things that I must have and I am heading back home. I cant tell my husband I want to separate or divorce out of fear. He has a terrible temper and I'd be afraid to tell him alone as I dont know who'd he turn into. He has a few personalities, which he thinks is in my imagination. I dont think I could live in the same house with him through a separation - so I am moving out. It's a tough choice, I cry over it every day. I dont cry about losing him, I cry cuz Im giving up my home...but at least I have the things I need most and my dogs. :) Heads up! We might be on the gloomy side of things now but soon you will be over the rainbow and enjoying your life again. Make it about you this time.