I thought I was the only one that felt that anger when he calls or emails. I just want to go off on him. I do don't get me wrong. I don't hold back, I tell him exactly what I think of him and big foot.
lol Thanks everyone. Nice to know I havent lost a screw or something...i hope lmao. I see the pictures and our anniversary items and my heart breaks all over again. But WOW, when he calls all sanity and sadness goes flying merrily out the window lmao
I had this discussion with my therapist just today. She asked my why I continued to LET him control me in this way. I understand what she is saying, but I am still trying to wrap my hands around a way to make this not happen.