lol Thanks everyone. Nice to know I havent lost a screw or something...i hope lmao. I see the pictures and our anniversary items and my heart breaks all over again. But WOW, when he calls all sanity and sadness goes flying merrily out the window lmao

I had this discussion with my therapist just today. She asked my why I continued to LET him control me in this way. I understand what she is saying, but I am still trying to wrap my hands around a way to make this not happen.