Same here. A few good days and a rotten thrown in here and there. I have realized that I have been alone for 23 years. The dfference is that know I dont have a controlling selfish jerk around anymore. So like you, not any more alone than I was already but maybe a touch more relaxed or at ease.

Lassrynn you took the words out of my mouth. when I was married I always felt alone. Now that I am alone, I don't feel that lonely. I have my days but I have other good days.

I hope youre doing better now Sue. I go through the same thing. Some days I'm great and other days it all comes back. You are so right though. Being alone is bad, but being married and alone is worse by far.