Susan, you wrote a beautiful message. I always remember when my counselor told me that God was a God of second, third, (etc) chances. I believe in Faith in Christ to help me find a husband or maybe not but to strengthen my faith in Him.
Good for you Susan. I echo everything you said about how your ex let you down. I wish you all the best and know that you will find a special man who will give you all that you want and need one day.