I can't tell you all how deeply your thoughts and prayers have touched my heart. I am trying to approach this as a realist. I am completely committed to going the distance and finishing the divorce if I have to. I don't want to but will if it is necessary. I still am trying to develope a bond again before starting into the hard work it is going to take. It was almost five years of silence and anger on my part. I know I had my part in the break down of my marriage. I am being wary of his intentions. I am the one who opened the door not him. He has not questioned the process of the divorce or the money I still have so far. I will keep you all posted. I am still praying for all of you and your families. I am still very much in this with all of you. There is no guarantee this is going to work out for us. I have just taken the few first baby steps. I can just pray and do my part for now.

I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers Kathleen. 37 years is a life time and I hope he realizes what is at stake..a wonderful,caring woman who is devoted to him.
Good Luck