Dear Susan, As usual I could not add a thing to your post in fact I am so glad I read it before I responded to Alone. Your post gave a new twist on Alone's situation for me. Everything has it's season and her's hasn't ended quite yet. Just know Alone that we all care very much about you. We don't want to see you suffer any more pain. I to can see the change which is coming over you lately. I know you are such a strong women to have lasted nine months now. Your husband doesn't deserve such a wonderful women as you are. But no one has the right to tell you when it is time. As Susan I think you will know. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.