YOU HAVE COME THIS FAR? SO WHY GIVE UP NOW. I WOULD HOLD ON TIGHT THIS SOUNDS LIKE A ROUGH RIDE. DO NOT LET GO! IF HE IS DOING THIS TO YOU GET SOME FRIENDS AND NEIGHBORS TO STAND BESIDE YOU, THIS WILL GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH YOU NEED. BY THE GRACES OF THE LORD MAY HE GRANT YOU THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE AND FINANCIAL HELP YOU NEED TO PUSH FORWARD. WHEN ALL SAID AND DONE. GO ON A CRUISE, THERE ARE SOME REALLY REASONABLE RATES WITH ROYAL CARRIBEAN FOR A 2-4 DAY CRUISE. HANG IN THERE!!!!