I am post divorce for four years. I did not want the divorce and felt there was more good in my marriage than bad. I felt very secure and content with a life partner. I have been grieving the loss for years and the loneliness is crippling. I have tried antidepressants, therapy, volunteering, going to a gym, classes, online dating (with zero luck) everything I can think of and still I am stuck missing my husband and my past life. We traveled and did a lot of fun things together that I don't do anymore. I lost many friends. Being with my old friends who are couples is very difficult but I don't want to give up the connections I have left. I wish I could find a support group but haven't found anything in my area or even virtually or by phone. I don't know what else to try. How do you ever find joy in life again?