Vicky,my husband of 16 years left suddenly 4 months ago. I was beyond hurt angry sad! I'm in my mid 50s. He is my best friend and I love him. But he it turns out has never loved me the same way! I am 90 percent certain he prefers men! I have after 4 very hard and lonely months begun to realize that I need to accept that he can't live his life with me anymore and I need to pick myself up and move ahead with my life a day at a time. I know we both can and will find love again. It's hard but try to find joy in New possibilities for your life ahead!