Leslee - I am so sorry that he is putting you through this. Nothing I can say will make you feel any better. Feeling alone is the worst. I can say your not alone but these are just words on a page. I hope you can dive into something that does make you happy and have fun with that. Again, right now you probably cant see through the tears and depression. I get that. End result is we can only make ourselves happy. Easy to say but a ***** to do.