I am experiencing that as well. My husband had an on going affair (2yrs). I have forgiven him repeatedly but the trust is gone. He says it’s over, but his actions say differently, I receive no affection, attention from him, the things a woman needs after her husband strays and lies. I guess, only you can answer that one for yourself. As for me, I know I can’t live and go on this way, so I will be filing for divorce. I would rather be alone and happy then unappreciated and unloved. A friend of mine said for me and my husband to live as roommates, my response was, if I had to pick a roommate, my husband would not be the person I choose.