End it. And You be the one to end it: Take back some of the control you’ve lost. He’s playing games with your emotions. He wants to have his cake and eat it. Keeping you in emotional limbo and turmoil, while he’s potentially out shagging other women. Take your power back sista. No woman deserves to be treated as second best.
It’s the here and now that matters. The past is done, but the way he’s behaving currently, demonstrates loudly and clearly he’s a selfish, self-centred ****** Move on please hun. You deserve not to be lead on a tortuous mind-game like he’s doing currently ❤️
Look up narcissism. He’s CHOOSING not to acknowledge or recognise how hard you’ve been trying to save your relationship. He’s enjoying the freedom. Please don’t be a doormat (and I mean that kindly). The version of him who you thought he was, doesn’t exist (anymore). Actions speak louder than words…please read back what you wrote on here, but imagine a daughter of yours wrote the words. What would you advise her if she were in your shoes? 🙏🏼