thank you so much for your words of positive encouragement. I do believe in God. I actually had a friend of mine reach out about a month ago to invite me to her church. I am going to take her up on the offer and start going this Sunday. They also have an AA Group once a week starting Oct 3rd. So, I am going to start attending that as well. I do want to live a happier life and I know that the answer is not with alcohol. So, I am looking into other alternatives to help me be strong in a positive and healthy way. I want my daughters to see the correct way to handle hard situations in a proper way. I truly appreciate talking with you and you have certainly helped me! You are correct, this too shall pass!!