I appreciate how much detail you put into this. Sharing your story. I can imagine how extremely hard it was to break things off.
Im trying desperately to re connect with my husband after him being very selfish. He finally is making an effort to share in my interests and get to know me as a person, after realising I was so close to divorcing him. I just wish I still wanted to save it as much as he does…
Best of luck to you in your new journey. I wish you all the happiness in the world