In 7 days it would have been my 30th wedding anniversary. I'm having panic attacks, anxiety and depression. He left me out of the blue one month after our 28th wedding anniversary. I was in shock for a year and a half and now feeling all the emotions. Were not Divorced yet and I dread the day it comes.

Big hugs to you. Mine left right before our 24th anniversary and never acknowledged it at all. Work on yourself and do what you like. You can do this.