I miss mine, too. My bf changed and isn’t the same person he once was. I mourn who he was, but I’ve accepted that he isn’t coming back. It has taken 10 months of a lot of work. Some days, that was me just getting out of bed. Other days, I flourished. Today, I am full of anxiety and still in pjs. Keep going forward, even if all you do is breathe that day. Hang in there. Looking back, I can see my personal growth and how I have been going through the grieving process. You are not alone.
I totally get this. I am definitely better off without him. Too much drinking, anger issues, lazy, financially way beyond irresponsible. But, I miss talking to him, laughing with him. I’m trying to stop the texting because he either gets angry or tells me he loves me and it’s just not healthy. I feel like I could be friends but it’s not really realistic.
I feel that way too. I feel so lonely. I've been out of the marriage since Jan. 5th. And he is so cruel. We had been married 30 years. I feel like a fool for having put up with so much garbage over the years but there were good times too, and I felt like I had a home and a family. Now I'm living in a barn while he's in my beautiful house, won't sell, and I have to take him to court. Where did my husband go and who is this monster who has taken his place?