I was reading your post, it is like you are writing my story. My husband has at various times pressured me into having sex with other men, I felt I couldn't say no as I had no where else to go. This will also be my second divorce, I am to the point of just walking away, I'm tired of being isolated and controlled. I hope you find peace and the courage to walk away.
It breaks my heart to hear you say all these things. I hope you are still coming in here and reading replies. Please please know that living a safe respected peaceful life is more important than others judging you for "another failed marriage". You are staying because of what others might think of you and you need to switch to thinking about what YOU DESERVE.
I am sure you will be happier living with less money (not that his money is really benefiting you that much according to what you have shared), as long as you are feeling at peace.
I want to encourage you to listen to my podcast, specifically episode 31 from season 4. Where I interview a published author who has been divorced 3 times. She had the same fears as you. The Podcast is called Heavy Pages: A Divorce Journal, you can find it on all platforms and stream it for free.
I also share about my (nowEX)husband wanting me to be a "swinger", that was the term when we were married. And I share how I dealt with that.
I really hope this gives you some strength, and please feel free to reach out. you can find me on socials like Instagram at Heavy_Pages_Podcast. I am rooting for you!
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