I asked for a divorce a year ago, we separated and it got so ugly then he begged and then it has been a roller coaster of emotions. I want out, why does the state make you wait? I am an adult I should be able to make this decision. Today , has been one of those days and it isn’t even noon. I want my life back, I want my own place, he is in the house…no mortgage and I don’t have all my stuff. Limbo is not a healthy place to live. Just venting and I am blessed to have a super supportive group of family and friends. Just having a rough day.

I have cried on and off for three days. It is very unfair. My husband left me and my 3 adult disabled children and moved in with another woman after 42 years of marriage. I don't work, so I am totally dependent on him. It has been almost 10 months, and we haven't even talked to anyone from the courts, yet, partly due to my attorney. So, my dad died on Thanksgiving day 8 years, and this was our first Thanksgiving without my husband, so, 💔, that about says it all.