Just told him on Friday that I want a divorce. Over the weekend he was sullen and pleading for a chance, now he is threatening I pay alimony till our son is 18. I work full time and I take care of all medical and preschool tasks for my son (5). Soon to be ex only stayed one with our son because he didn’t want to work. He has been verbally abusive to me and my son. I am trying to stay strong and believe things will work out. There is a fear that he gets custody and that scares me