Forgiveness is so hard. I’m at the point of wanting him to suffer and realize he made the biggest mistake of his life.
I don’t know where to begin in my forgiveness but I know I must start somewhere. If Jesus can forgive why can’t I? I’m looking towards the hills from which my help comes. Asking God for a peace of mind and heart. I’m trying to find My purpose in life now.
I understand exactly how you feel. Its not easy to do. My husband doesnt care if I forgive him or not!! He could care less. Thats a big problem for me. I sit here day in amd out thinking, praying, crying myself to sleep and he doesnt care if i forgive him or not. But I have to forgive to be able to go on and have a life again. Good Luck Sugar!!!
It may or may not help you heal and move forward, all outle stories are different I know, but just in case you were willing to give it a listen I wanted to share my podcast series that I created to share my heartbreak and healing .