Belinda and Megan

I just wanted to say to both of you, that you are not alone
I just separated from my husband of 5 years and the first night alone was so lonely.

The kicker for me is that I was lonely when he was here. We did talk at night but the talks were superficial and task oriented. I couldn't get an intimacy with him no matter what I tried. I have been more lonely with covid than I ever was single, so why I am so lonely now just because he's not here? He wasn't here emotionally anyway.

I'm going to keep busy too and call a friend everyday.

This won't last forever and we will all survive it and come out better on the other side.