Re: Stuck at home suffering while he lives his best life
I'm so sorry that you are in this situation.
He is showing his true nature, which is probably why you are divorcing. It is sad that he showing this behavior to his children and missing out on time with them if he is gone all the time.
Try to focus on the silver linings. If he is out of the house, then you don't have to deal with him. Get out of the house with your kids! Have fun with your kids, meet up with friends,
Instead of thinking about him "living his best single life", look at it for what it is. He is living a sad, pitiful, unmanly life.
Try to remove your attention and caring from what he is doing and focus all that energy on yourself and your kids.