Hi Monica
Thank you for responding
I am happy for you

My marriage lasted for 32 years and I am 59 yrs old
I am not looking for anyone because I am scared and worry that I will be in the same situation that I was in my marriage .
In the beginning Man in general they are kind
Respectful , funny, caring, romantic etc... and after soo many years together they become boring , mad, angry, moody etc...
But I am still trying to get him off my mind after he treated me with no respect ,lying , emotionally cheated on me , etc...
Wishing you happiness 🙏🤗

32 years is a LONG time!! Give yourself some grace to grieve. It's ok that you are hurt. It is part of the healing process. Are you practicing any self care? Do you date yourself? Take yourself to the movies? A nice dinner? Buy yourself flowers? Fall in love with who you are again. Take up that hobby that you have put off because of your ex.