Not having support from
Family is a horrible thing, because family is supposed to be there for you.

If you can afford it, go to a therapist because you have guaranteed support. And if you can’t afford it, there are free therapists as well. Go to a library and ask for help in finding support resrouces.

You don’t deserve to be alone. Divorce is a painful process. Don’t give up on finding someone to have your back. It can be therapist or a really good friend. But don’t give up. The worst part doesn’t last forever.