LULU
I have been going through the same thing. Mine is an alcoholic drug addict. He has cheated but won't admit it when there are pictures. I'm sorry you are going through this because I feel the same. I don't want him back but would like for him to admit what he has done. He's not going to do it. I gave him a chance after the divorce to clear the air since he had nothing left to lose and he still couldn't. He claims I tell people lies about him. I have proof of everything he did and he knows it. He is not capable of admitting what he has done. I have to let it go and move on. I have not been able to do this yet but forums like this help me to know I'm not the only one and I'm not alone. Good Luck.