If you can't eat and can't get out of bed you need someone to care for you, please consider going to the hospital. It is very serious. If you feel like you can make an appointment to see a therapist then do that, but if you can't it's time to take the next step and do inpatient or intensive outpatient. Your physical and mental health is fragile and important! I went to a psychiatric hospital when I was going through this and it saved my life.
Trust me I have been there. It is going to be a very hard journey, but don't give up! If you are paralyzed by fear and not sure how to move forward, I can help you with that.
I have a FREE podcast episode and a Paid Course to walk you through the journey.
To find the podcast episode just search for "From DEVASTATED to Divorced" where ever you stream and listen to episode #8. You can also find ways to connect with me there for details on the course.
If you are interested in therapy, I highly recommend BetterHelp online therapy. You don't have to get dressed and go to an office. My therapist was very kind and understanding and really opened my eyes.
I wish you well. Take it one day at a time. Wait one day before making any decision.