I cry all the time and our divorce was final in 2021 but he was always around. I have been through hell this past year he has a drug ***** who he spent our anniversary weekend with. He caused me to lose 30 lbs in 2 months. Then he tried to kill me in October. I know I have to stop digging but this week I found on his Facebook on October 21st 2017 he got married? How we were still married. I know I'm better off alone but then she came in and took my grandbabies. I feel so lost