Dude you are so f-ed up this will never go away it will haunt your dreams you will lose interest in your job, your wife, your personal hygeine, your anything until you can get out tuna fishing again, sorry to do it to you! Have fun at work. Just think about bunny rabbitts and bar b ques and snowmobiles and it will take some of the sting off.
P.S. how many times have you opened the site in the last 2 days and just stared at the pictures, you really need to stop doing that you will feel better if you do.