Don't waste too much time grieving for this one my friend - if she was a keeper you would have "landed" her. Sometimes you just don't realize that you are better off until you get a few years down the road and look back. Take my word for it (2 marriages, one broken engagement) someday you will look around at how great your life is and you will want to send her a thank you note.
later
Throbbin Rods