Thanks Becky,
Believe me, I do have my moments. I am trying so hard to change the channel so to speak every time I think of my husband as it just causes me pain. I get stuck in the why's without the conversation b/c I haven't spoken to my husband in a year. It makes me emotionally sick & I find that life is passing me by. Furthermore my husband has moved on & is enjoying himself with other women. I hope when my divorce is finalized it will bring closure. You deserve Peace too Becky. I suppose we have to nurture ourselves, knowing that we are doing the best we can. I pray for Peace every night. Tonight I will include you in my prayers.