I so often smile when I read these posts! :)
well, grieving is a process & certainly anger is one of the stages & NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There's still undone business with financial & it is eating at me lately. Of course X would LOVE it that I am hurting/upset.. he seems to get a charge out of turning people's lives upside down, but that's for God To Deal with now, as to X.
My day ended ok but I was stirring in myself this a.m.
The only time I have missed him was on Christmas & he's been gone 2 of them. I don't know that I missed him last Christmas..

He may have been my love/ but he was & is no friend.
I found that peace again later in the day too.
When I quiet myself & then search my soul for the answer by asking God, I find it.
I understand I believe what happened & what likely will. I found that peace awhile after he was gone but it has sustained me.
Oh & we have no contact & it is MUCH better that way!

Being here has taught me a lot. I have seen some nasty behavior from the flea, I have seen how reacts when I am nice, it does not work with him, I have seen how I have to ignore him and be strong in front of him. I believe I have learned a lot and will continue to learn and put my foot down more often than not. Thank you ladies.

I was married for 23 years, I have been divorced for 6 yrs. I never thought I would have had the strength to file.Somehow, from no where I was going to see a lawyer and start the procedures. I still look back and wonder how I faced that. I think I know now. I faced alot of new challenges and felt I had lost my identity. I have grown alot since then, life's not perfect, but I am better for it.

I could use an understanding friend....I am not new to divorce, but I know the hurt and about tears. I have great periods in my life and times I feel alone. I am in a relationship, but I am carrying too many insecurities. I do have anger issues...that I am working on. I need to know I'm not alone.