Well I met him and we exchanged documents. He just seemed to have a smug look on his face. And asking what he needs to file the taxes with the accountant. What documents should he be looking for and I had to explain him one of the documents he received.

I noticed he is now wearing his claddagh ring again but with the heart facing out. Years ago he used to wear it with the heart facing in - meaning your heart is taken. He actually asked me when we dating to wear my claddagh ring with the heart facing in. I no longer wear it.

To end things he asked me if that was all I needed. I said yes and started to walk away. He then says my name and says I will talk to you later. My only response was yeah I talk to you later.

I then headed to a yoga class. It was a new style of yoga for me. It was yin yoga where the purpose is to focus on your breathing and hold poses for about 5 minutes at a time and clear your mind. It was a little difficult to get him out of my head but I did.

It is so difficult seeing him but someday I hope it won't as hard. I keep trying to understand how he can be so unfeeling towards me. I know I will never understand and I have to let it go.

Thanks for listening to me and responding to my posts. He helps so much because at times my family & friends at times don't seem to understand my pain & sadness.

Check that one off! You did it and you survived! Good for you. Between the kids' visitations and their activities I have the grand opportunity to see Jerk all too often. Today when he brought the kids back he wrote me a check for child support and his share of the mortgage, plus the late payment since he's 2 weeks late. Our oldest needs baces so I was showing him what his share of those would be (61%). Felt good to be in the driver's seat with the law behind me for once.

I had one of those night tonight. So he brings my son home and I open the door and I say "Hi Babe" of to my son the idiot of the flea actually thinks I am saying "Hi Babe" to him and say "Hey" all happy and dandy. Me and my daughter just look at each other, I take all my sons crap inside and close the door in his face, he doesn't even have a chance to say good-bye to our son. I did not do it in a mad way or anything but I had things to do and I wanted to go to the store. So about and hour later he calls my daughter and leaves her a message telling her "I know you all don't want to talk to me, but our son was complaining that he had an ear ache and just wanted to let you all know" in a pathetic like voice. I was like why is calling my daughter and leaving her those messages. I am the mother. The door in his nose was a fun thing and I think it hurt his feeling and was trying to get sympathy from my daughter. You could hear in his voice he was playing the victim part. I think I was a little too B*tchy for him tonite. I just love it.